Yesterday, after a gradual worsening of his dementia and then a sudden illness , Buzz the Jack Russell Terrier went over Rainbow Bridge. It is always a horrible decision to make, even though I knew it would be needed sooner rather than later.
He had been part of our family for over 12 years and was a huge character in a small body. Our house is now very quiet. I haven’t been out for a walk today, apart from in a field on another farm near the coast (whilst delivering packed lunch and phone charging cable to hubby!). It definitely doesn’t seem right walking without a small dog to talk to.
I have already been asked when we will be getting another dog. I had made the decision last year that Buzz would probably be my last dog (I have had at least one continuously for 25 years, and had other dogs in the years prior to that). I was struggling with the care involved, the stress of having an older dog with health problems and the worry when we had to leave him (either for a few hours, or when he went to the kennels). Our life will not be totally settled for the next few years – perhaps we will be spending most of the year in Spain, but who knows right now. It is time now for me to have more freedom to craft/blog/design, and I hope to cycle more now that I am not doing 3 dog walks per day.
I have had many dogs in my life and it doesn’t get any easier to say good bye.
This is the last photo I took of Buzz (take a look at my Instagram @iamaliwade for lots of photos featuring him over the years). It was on Sunday in our garden, which he loved. He would walk around, inspecting the flowers, several times per day with my hubby.
I am not sure if I will be continuing with this blog long-term, as crafting/design is taking up so much of my days now. However, I will leave it up for now – and my range of printables for pet owners.
My main piece of advice for any pet owners is – GO AND TAKE TAKE PHOTOS/VIDEOS OF YOUR PETS TODAY!! You never know when they will be gone.
Crying again now!
Please comment below or send me an email – firstname.lastname@example.org – if you need any support over the loss of a pet.